Random Thought

Heyho!, i try to write in english again this time.

I hung out with my friends. Girls day out, we just sat, ate, and talked from one restaurant to another, a cozy restaurant yes, not a crowded one. Wait, what? from one restaurant to another restaurant?!. HAHA yes! well, my friends and i like to eat a lot. From pizza, burger, sushi, dimsum, noodles, pancake, waffle, steak, doughnut, rice, seafood to ice cream, frozen yoghurt, what else? ice/hot mocha, ice/hot chocolate, ice/hot tea, lemon tea, juice anything as long as the taste is good and eatable :D. Fyi, i don't like in a crowded place. i mean, too crowded, and i don't drink and even smoke. For me, it's really hard to breath when you breath near a person who is smoking, i can't stand with the smell of the smoke.

Oh yes, my friends and i talked about anything and one of the things is about love thing. My friends said, most of them are trying to forget their ex. well, that's not a bad thing, and maybe it's a good thing. But the problem is it's hard to forget their ex. Well, yeah it's hard. But if you ask me, that have i forgotten my ex yet? i'll answer NO! and i won't  forget, even if he ever did bad things to me. I loved him, so why should i forget him? and i'll not suggest you to forget. Well, i'll give you my explanation.

okay, in my humble opinion, we don't need to try to forget any people in our life,either they are good or bad to us. Because, it is them who made us like today. at least, they took part to shape us like we are today, yes even only a small part. For the ex, you know it's hard to forget someone that you love,it's just like to remember someone that you never knew ;). tha's why i suggest to not forget your ex or your crush who ever broke your heart because it's hard... the harder you try to forget the hardest for you to forget because you will be more think of them, think like "i have to forget him/her", "i have to forget him/her", "i have to forget him/her",etc.

So, my suggestions are  let your life flows, let him/her go, and accept all you got, time will heals. Believe that. i know it's not easy. i ever felt it too and until now, i still ever think of my ex but not so often anymore. If he is happy now, so why should i make him unhappy by disturb him again? Let him go is the better way to see him happy with his new girl. Hurts? OF COURSE! at first, so hurts, so hard to breath, cannot sleep, when i woke up i felt pain inside my chest, hurts so deep inside, like you got cut by knife. i was need a lot of time to heal myself by do more prayer, get myself closer to God, pray for him and me. is he in my pray? yes!. :) Now, i can accept all what he has done to me. I believe i'm irreplaceable, whoever enters his life, no one can love him as good as i did.

Wait, you know what? Since that time, i could know who really my friends are and who are not. Simply, for me a good friends will not ask you anything include ask you to forget him/her when you got hurt, but they'll understand you, either why you like to have random feeling or when you write something about your feeling. 

So, guys, that's my suggestion to you. Don't try so hard to forget someone. Thanking God is better because you already ever met someone you loved and spent time with him/her. Just enjoy your time, let your life flows, let him/her go, accept all what have happened, and the important thing is do prayer, make yourself closer to God, and don't worry about the time, cause all the things have its time. and the last thing that you have to remember is In the End, it would be fair because God is justice. what you have done to other people, that's what you will get later. :) Well, it's just my view/opinion guys, after all, it's all up to you. you decide. :) So, Here we are!. People who ever got hurts and happiness, people who are having minuses and pluses. All of those things just made us almost perfect! Almost perfect? yes, because only God who is perfect. :)

"Let them go, cause dreams don't turn to dust! - owl city"