Random Thought

Heyho!, i try to write in english again this time.

I hung out with my friends. Girls day out, we just sat, ate, and talked from one restaurant to another, a cozy restaurant yes, not a crowded one. Wait, what? from one restaurant to another restaurant?!. HAHA yes! well, my friends and i like to eat a lot. From pizza, burger, sushi, dimsum, noodles, pancake, waffle, steak, doughnut, rice, seafood to ice cream, frozen yoghurt, what else? ice/hot mocha, ice/hot chocolate, ice/hot tea, lemon tea, juice anything as long as the taste is good and eatable :D. Fyi, i don't like in a crowded place. i mean, too crowded, and i don't drink and even smoke. For me, it's really hard to breath when you breath near a person who is smoking, i can't stand with the smell of the smoke.

Oh yes, my friends and i talked about anything and one of the things is about love thing. My friends said, most of them are trying to forget their ex. well, that's not a bad thing, and maybe it's a good thing. But the problem is it's hard to forget their ex. Well, yeah it's hard. But if you ask me, that have i forgotten my ex yet? i'll answer NO! and i won't  forget, even if he ever did bad things to me. I loved him, so why should i forget him? and i'll not suggest you to forget. Well, i'll give you my explanation.

okay, in my humble opinion, we don't need to try to forget any people in our life,either they are good or bad to us. Because, it is them who made us like today. at least, they took part to shape us like we are today, yes even only a small part. For the ex, you know it's hard to forget someone that you love,it's just like to remember someone that you never knew ;). tha's why i suggest to not forget your ex or your crush who ever broke your heart because it's hard... the harder you try to forget the hardest for you to forget because you will be more think of them, think like "i have to forget him/her", "i have to forget him/her", "i have to forget him/her",etc.

So, my suggestions are  let your life flows, let him/her go, and accept all you got, time will heals. Believe that. i know it's not easy. i ever felt it too and until now, i still ever think of my ex but not so often anymore. If he is happy now, so why should i make him unhappy by disturb him again? Let him go is the better way to see him happy with his new girl. Hurts? OF COURSE! at first, so hurts, so hard to breath, cannot sleep, when i woke up i felt pain inside my chest, hurts so deep inside, like you got cut by knife. i was need a lot of time to heal myself by do more prayer, get myself closer to God, pray for him and me. is he in my pray? yes!. :) Now, i can accept all what he has done to me. I believe i'm irreplaceable, whoever enters his life, no one can love him as good as i did.

Wait, you know what? Since that time, i could know who really my friends are and who are not. Simply, for me a good friends will not ask you anything include ask you to forget him/her when you got hurt, but they'll understand you, either why you like to have random feeling or when you write something about your feeling. 

So, guys, that's my suggestion to you. Don't try so hard to forget someone. Thanking God is better because you already ever met someone you loved and spent time with him/her. Just enjoy your time, let your life flows, let him/her go, accept all what have happened, and the important thing is do prayer, make yourself closer to God, and don't worry about the time, cause all the things have its time. and the last thing that you have to remember is In the End, it would be fair because God is justice. what you have done to other people, that's what you will get later. :) Well, it's just my view/opinion guys, after all, it's all up to you. you decide. :) So, Here we are!. People who ever got hurts and happiness, people who are having minuses and pluses. All of those things just made us almost perfect! Almost perfect? yes, because only God who is perfect. :)

"Let them go, cause dreams don't turn to dust! - owl city"

Gampang Jodoh, gampang rejeki. Amen!

Hari ini, saya membuat skck untuk keperluan melamar cpns. sebenarnya, saya hanya mengincar departemen luar negeri, tetapi belum tentu juga saya apply tahun ini (karena bisa saja tahun depan), hanya siap-siap. Untuk apply di deplu, sebenarnya saya tidak terlalu berharap, hanya mengetes potensi dan keberuntungan saya saja, kalau diterima itu saya anggap bonus!.

Berbicara tentang keberuntungan, bagaimanapun, dalam mendapatkan pekerjaan atau hampir dalam segala hal, faktor keberuntungan selalu ikut berperan, yah walaupun sedikit. Saya selalu menyebut diri saya adalah orang yang beruntung dan saya bersyukur atas segala yang telah diberikan kepada saya.

Filosofi saya, untuk selalu mengatakan untung saya bla bla bla, adalah karena saya pernah mendengar seorang terkenal mengatakan, "orang yang beruntung adalah orang yang selalu mengatakan dirinya beruntung". Lalu ketika itu pula - saat saya masih smp mau ke sma- berpikir, hhmm iya juga, di dalam komik pun, yaitu donald bebek, ada tokoh yang namanya Untung Angsa yang pada akhirnya selalu beruntung. Disinilah, saya berpikir bahwa, orang yang dikatakan untung dan menganggap dirinya beruntung, tentu akan beruntung dan tentunya itu semua karena Tuhan, untung karena diselamatkan oleh Tuhan, untung karena diberkahi oleh Tuhan, untung karena dikasihani oleh Tuhan.

Intinya, bersyukur atas kebaikan Tuhan kepada kita. Dulu, saya tersentak oleh ucapan guru agama saya tentang bersyukur dan saya ingat hingga sekarang, guru agama saya bilang,"Kalian itu harus bersyukur, termasuk kalau nilai ulangan kalian jelek. Misalnya, nilai ulangan kalian dapat nilai 5 dari nilai 10, kalian harus tetap bersyukur, karena masih dikasih nilai segitu sama Tuhan dan terus berusahalah untuk mendapat nilai yang lebih baik lagi dengan belajar lebih keras lagi. Kalau kita bersyukur, pasti akan ditambah nikmat yang diberikan oleh Tuhan." yaa, itulah kalimat yang selalu saya ingat, sehingga saya selalu mengatakan untung dan berterimakasih kepada Tuhan.

Jadi, cobalah untuk mengatakan untung saya bla bla bla ... dan mensyukuri apa yang terjadi. and you're gonna be the lucky one. intinya sih, tetap cari sisi baiknya dan positive thinking! Jangan dikira gampang, tapi cobalah! :))

oke, kembali ke pembuatan skck. Terus terang, ini adalah pertama kalinya saya pergi dan masuk ke Polres. Berbekal membawa berkas-berkas seperti ; surat pengantar dari lurah yang disahkan oleh camat, fotokopi Kartu Keluarga, fotokopi kartu tanda penduduk, dan foto berukuran 4x6 sebanyak 5 lembar. Lalu berikan ke loket. Proses pembuatannya tidak terlalu lama, kalau tidak mengantri dan untungnya tadi ketika saya datang tidak banyak orang yang membuat skck. hhmm, mungkin agak lamanya adalah waktu mengisi formulir dan cap sidik jari saja. Saya baru tahu, kalau ternyata polisi yang bertugas memberikan pelayanan, tidak istirahat. Jadi, walaupun anda datang jam 12 siang (seperti tadi saya), tetap akan dilayani. Pelayanan yang ramah membuat saya jadi lebih santai, oh yes, saya didoakan gampang dapat jodoh dan rejeki dari Pak Polisi, saya bilang, amen. terimakasih lho Pak! :))

My Favourite Moment

Hello guys, this time, i wanna tell you about my favourite moment when i was in Junior High School.

Today, i read news about Indonesian Festival at the National Mall in Washington DC and it reminds me that i ever played Angklung when i was in Junior High School.

i forget that i was in 2nd grade or 3rd grade. i just remember that i ever played it. i played it with my classmates. All started from this, one day, there were a free time, because the teacher couldn't attend the class, so my Art Teacher came to the class and he asked the students that we want to play Angklung or not?, and we said yes, we want!. So, we went down stairs and came into the room where there were sets of Angklungs.

Angklung is the traditional music instrument from West Java, Indonesia, made from Bamboo.The unique part of angklung is that each instrument has the sound of only one specific note. The note can be produced by simply shaking the angklung. In my humble opinion (at least for me), Angklung better played by much people (group of people), because the sounds will be heard greater. Actually, 1 person can handle until three Angklungs (if she/he already can play and handle it well ). Total students in my class was 38 people, we have so many people here so then we handle one Angklung for one person.

The first song that we learn was Sway. it was famous at that time. We learn it happily, because there's no book that we have to read :P. we all only listened our teacher talking about how to play it. if we did wrong, the teacher didn't angry and we all laughed. that's it. All happened just Learn, Play and Laugh!. We played for 2 hours every we have a free time. Really, it was fun, really fun!. What i remember is when we played Angklung, we have to work together and believe each other that we will play our job well. So that, we can play a music harmoniously and heard greatly.

btw, this is the video about World Record Angklung Ensemble in Washington DC

*Photos source : google

Adam's Birthday

today, July 5th 2011, is Adam's Birthday. Even it's already July 6th in Indonesia, but i know it's still July 5th in the US. So, actually, i wanted to be the last person who say Happy Birthday to him! :p. But, i can't wait any longer to say it. So, here it is...

HAPPY 25th BIRTHDAY

ADAM RANDAL YOUNG

Wishing you a healthier, wealthier, and happier life.

Keep the good works and stay Humble.

oh ya, be wiser.

May God Bless you always.